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Friday, October 15, 2004

yeppps. todae is officially the last dae of school. last daee in 4m. last dae in having proper lesson in cedar. time reali flies. it's like four yrrrs. soo fast jiu end lerr. got happy and sad memories. i am happy to leave school. yet sad at the same time. i hate the feeling of partingg. i noe it's sorta part and parcel of lives. and we cant help it. butt wells. sometimes i jus wish time will jus stop. if u realise. there will onli be one 15 oct 2004. yahhh. and time jus ticks every minute every second. hmrf. and todae i had my greatest time in sec 4m classroom. sinhung was total crap. haa. we were soooo horny? haaa. all the dirty things came out like nobody's business. haha. it was hilarious. totally. :) ahhhh. stupidd. last dae den sooo fun.. normally we were so conserved and demured. haaaz. i think tml i will cry like water tap. non stop. todae i ren till very very xinku. my lass nobody cried larhs. i din wan to cry and make everyone cry. other class de got cry. those super enthu class. i think Z and C. oh my goodness. and i when i was outside classroom. joining the -we are united cheer- i wanted to cry sooo much can. the cedar spirit is like damn strong. yahh. and i don think in jc. it will be liddiss. i haf the sudden urge to cry. and i triieeddd damnnnn hard to hold back my tears. kept looking up larhs. haaaz. in case it falls. haaz. and everyone's faces was sooo i duno how to describe. like the sense of belonging was sumwad etched clearly on everyone's faces. yahh. sooo she bu de. sobsss. yahhh. and i saw huiying's msn nick. i owaes knew that looking back on tears wud make me laugh. but i din noe tt looking back on laughters. will make me cry. yahh. i realli miss those good times i had wif my friends. cedar rocks. yeass! the schhool rocks. but haiya. will hafta let go de marhs. sooner or later. yupps. when trina hugged mee. i wanted to cry too. but rennnn!!! tml. tml. tml will be the dayyy. the biggg day. i thnk the mph will be flooding. haaa. wif tearrsss. it kinda scares me now. imagining wad will it be like tml. =\ but the sad thing is. things don usually wrap up nicely. i haf many regrets too. like tina. and a lot larhs. ethel. i duno. kinda sad when u realised that best frends don end up as best frends when time passes. nvm. pple change things change. yahhh. i duno if it's time changes things. or pple changes them themselve. butt wadeva it is. our life is revolve arnd changes. sooo as much as i hate changes. i still nid to learn to accept changes. do i make sense?! haaz. i duno.. haaz. realli duno. i jus wan to tell everyone that i love everyonee. yahhh. i realli doo. and appreciate all the timees we haddd. no matter good or badd. yahh. esp huaa they all. they still owe me bdae treat. and samantha.it had become a routine to take bus wif her every morningg. and sinhui. recently den become close de. haaaz. and for calling me lugi soh. nd pei-ing me go see my eye candiee. and sinhung. sooo making me high when she ish high. haaaz. soooo farnieee. and ezzahhh. the bimboo.!! forrr keeping me occupy by telling her the newest updateess. haaz. and ena. for being my meii. =)) and mingjie. forr letting me go her house to interact wif her mother and sister. and father. i realli hope that things can work out perfectly fine btwn us. cos i duwan to lose my best friend jus liddat. thou i am realli losing grip. okayyy. nvm. let nature takes its own course. and huiying. for pei-ing me tooo swimmm. and alot more. ohhh. and my elaineee! i think i will jus die without herrr. haa. thou she graduate ler larhs. but still mus thank herr. and haiya. i lazy to list out. haaz. *hugsss.

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